Nothing changes

On the day you turn 20.
Just in case any of you were wondering.

Nope still feel the same that I did yesterday. But that is the way it has always been on Birthdays.
A single day does not change someone, but rather the experiences of the whole year left behind.

I think that I can look back to this day a year ago and say that I have changed. For better or for worse, I am not the best judge of that, but I do think I am somewhat different...and I hope a better different.

Today seems like it is going to be tough, though I hope not.
I don't want to think about it right now though. I'm going to get some sleep so that I can actually function tomorrow...something I don't feel I've been doing very well lately.

Thank You Lord for the time You have given me. Help me to use the time I have left to glorify You. Thank You for the family You put me in, with both the good and bad, difficult and easy, silly and serious sides of them all. Thank You for Your grace. And help me to remember today as well as all other days, that this is Your story, and You have given me the privilege to get to be a part of it.
Thank You.