January 15, 2010
I don't know whats going on with me, I just feel really restless. So I'm just going to type whatever comes to mind on here and see where it leads to.
Aleya was just talking to me about some new shoes she made. I think they are kinda funny looking, but she seems to like them. She just asked me if they would look better if she put monsters on them. When I didn't respond she said "ugh, people these days".
I'm not sure what she means by that. But oh well.
Now Aleya, and the best guy ever (aka, Chris) are commenting on a picture of me that I don't really like, but they seem to. So i guess its ok. I don't really know how to respond to stuff like that though.
Today has been weird. I went to the dentist for the third day in a row!
I have had a cleaning, and 4 fillings (3 were really small though). Not bad after not really going to a dentist for 6 years, or at least that's how long my mom thinks it has been. I don't know. I just wish I knew how to take better care of my teeth. I brush them a lot! My mom thinks its from when I was younger though.
Gah, I miss him so much. He is really awesome, most people don't see it quite like it do, but he really truly is a great guy! This is going to be a long, but really good semester for us.
Speaking of this semester, I'm terrified. I need to continue to do really well, and I don't know if I'm up for it. 16 hours. It doesn't seem like it will be impossible, but the closer it comes to it, the more it feels like it might be.
I'm crazy for trying to get into this intensive writing class. But I guess its good to just get it over with. I mean, boy oh boy. I think I'm in over my head....but then again when am I not?
I basically feel like I faked my way through the first semester and am now confused to see myself going back for more.
My brain feels like its wanting to shut off, but I'm not tired.
and now here it goes waking up again. I dunno whats going on with it.
Also my face feels numb. I don't know if I'm imagining this or its because my face has been shot up with so many dentist needles lately.
Either way, my face feels funny.
Ok well this is really long. Not that I expect anyone to read it. But yeah. I think I want to stop typing now.
later gator.
I don't know whats going on with me, I just feel really restless. So I'm just going to type whatever comes to mind on here and see where it leads to.
Aleya was just talking to me about some new shoes she made. I think they are kinda funny looking, but she seems to like them. She just asked me if they would look better if she put monsters on them. When I didn't respond she said "ugh, people these days".
I'm not sure what she means by that. But oh well.
Now Aleya, and the best guy ever (aka, Chris) are commenting on a picture of me that I don't really like, but they seem to. So i guess its ok. I don't really know how to respond to stuff like that though.
Today has been weird. I went to the dentist for the third day in a row!
I have had a cleaning, and 4 fillings (3 were really small though). Not bad after not really going to a dentist for 6 years, or at least that's how long my mom thinks it has been. I don't know. I just wish I knew how to take better care of my teeth. I brush them a lot! My mom thinks its from when I was younger though.
Gah, I miss him so much. He is really awesome, most people don't see it quite like it do, but he really truly is a great guy! This is going to be a long, but really good semester for us.
Speaking of this semester, I'm terrified. I need to continue to do really well, and I don't know if I'm up for it. 16 hours. It doesn't seem like it will be impossible, but the closer it comes to it, the more it feels like it might be.
I'm crazy for trying to get into this intensive writing class. But I guess its good to just get it over with. I mean, boy oh boy. I think I'm in over my head....but then again when am I not?
I basically feel like I faked my way through the first semester and am now confused to see myself going back for more.
My brain feels like its wanting to shut off, but I'm not tired.
and now here it goes waking up again. I dunno whats going on with it.
Also my face feels numb. I don't know if I'm imagining this or its because my face has been shot up with so many dentist needles lately.
Either way, my face feels funny.
Ok well this is really long. Not that I expect anyone to read it. But yeah. I think I want to stop typing now.
later gator.
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